I've been feeling out-of-sorts lately. Once C's in bed and I sit down, I can't keep my eyes open. I feel clumsier than usual, too. What to do, what to do?
(I also have no health insurance, which is a sore point. A was supposed to add me to his health insurance while I was still on Medicaid, and he just never got around to it. *sigh*)
As I write this out, I realize that I'm just very taxed, physically. Caring for my children 24 hours a day, being supportive of A, all this stuff...is just wearing me out.
My perception of my reality is notoriously flawed, but I do feel unappreciated, which doesn't breed healthy emotions, either.
I don't want to change anything, but clearly, something has to change.
Hm.
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