I'm back to feeling semi-insecure.
Why does he love me?
What is there about me to love?
How does he not see the real me, the unlovable me?
This is too good to be true. When am I going to wake up, alone and cold, in a bed too big for me?
When is everyone going to realize what a tremendous failure and fuck-up I am?
When is someone going to say the truth I fear-- "you've done nothing for anyone, ever?"
I could go on, but it doesn't feel so healthy to dwell on at the moment. My defenses aren't their best today, so I best distract myself with work.
And LSAT practice problems. :roll: Lordy, what am I getting myself into?!
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